I still have that 'fake' engagement ring...

The one with the zircon stone that belonged to the ex.

Been trying to think of what to do with it.

I'm going to give it back to her. In the time I've had it, it's been nothing but a reminder and a focus for, to be honest, all the worst things in my relationships. I don't want it, can't wear it anyway, and can't bring myself to try and sell it, give it to someone else, or, as I'd been thinking of doing the past month, doing something like flushing it down the toilet.

It seems right to give it back. And, I'll admit, a bit symbolic. As in 'here, I don't want you, your nastiness, or the bad, fucked up ju-ju your so-called love brings'.

It still won't bring my grandmother's ring back, and it's a less than ideal talisman against future relationship fuck-ups, but at least I'll be clean, if that makes sense.

Meme, stolen from rebl1969

Pick a musical artist or group and use titles from their songs or albums to answer the questions. Then post them and this meme in your own journal. Rinse and repeat. :)

For myself, I could have gone for the really obvious. Instead, I went for slightly less obvious. I chose Journey. Tag to whoever.

1: How was your childhood?
"Ask the Lonely"

2: What was happening in your life 5 years ago?
"Who's Crying Now"

3: What is your favorite color?
"Lights" *this is hard when you can't find a title with a color XD*

4: Who is your role model?
"Stone in Love"

5: What is your current relationship status?
"Seperate Ways (Worlds Apart)"

6: How to you FEEL about that?
"I'll be All Right Without You"

7: Where do you live?
"Patiently"

8: Where would you like to visit?
"Still They Ride"

9: What do you think of your future?
"Wheel in the Sky"

10: What will your epitaph say?
"Be Good To Yourself"

You know you're a rodentia-phile when...

A tunnel full of baby rats in a horror flick makes you go 'awwwww, cuties!' instead of "EW *SQUICK* GROSS!!!!!"