I can sort of see today...

So that means the potential FF group gets more poll questions. Yay?

Feel free to answer even if you're not going to play. I like opinions. :)

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Oh, one more thing...

In regards to the game.

Part of my paid for, not going away, phone/DSL/interbutt service is that I get a 'free' webpage with some storage (and am option for a larger one).

And...I have no real use for it at the moment.

Would you guys like to use it for the game? I figure we can put things like rules, history of the world, explainations, etc there.

I think I need to take a sanity day or two...

I'm all pissy for no reason. And I'm not even aware of it until after I've already gone 'snap snap snap'. I was like this yesterday, too. And I can't blame the monthly for it, because that ended a week ago.

Gah. Fuck me. :P

Also, I think my Zune is linked to my brain, since it often does a real good job of having 'just the right song' on when I post. How weird is that?

And there will be Gasping And Wheezing...

So.

Change in diet plan= maintain current weight.
Up the cardio exercise by way of trampoline and faster walks=maintain current weight.
Sitting still and eating accordingly=maintain weight.

I've found out where they've hidden the exercise room in the complex (right over the leasing office).

I get paid tomorrow.

Tonight, after work, I will be going shopping for:
A pair of running shoes.
A couple pairs of jog shorts.
A couple of sports bras.
A pair of sweats.

It's time to step it up, and although I'll walk out in the wild world, I'm not comfortable enough to run there yet. It's that whole 'I still have rolls of flesh in bad places and big bouncy breasts that don't quit' thing, yanno? If it were just the breasts or just the extra rollage, I'd feel less weird about it.

Yes, I know, I have really messed up body issues on some things.

Since you have to have an ID to get the key to the exercise room...that means a lot less people, and maybe none at all during the time I'd go, to deal with. Which will help me be less 'oh god please don't look at me right now'. Which means I'll be less likely to quit what I'm doing.

So, there will be running. Maybe tonight if I shop fast enough. If not, it starts tomorrow. The actual running probably won't last very long at the moment, thanks to asthma and lack of stamina, but...gotta start somewhere. And waiting for twenty pounds to drop so it's easier on the body doesn't look like it's an option.

This shit is coming off. End of story.