part one: complete
Jan. 3rd, 2008 10:24 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silverthorneAnd now I'm chowing down on a bag of salt and vinegar chips, because even though they taste like ass to me, I'm craving them. :/ (And I used to love salt and vinegar chips, too. Suck.)
Anyhow, the blood is on its way to lab. Next Wednesday are the rest of the tests. I'm having them check me for STDs too, because even though the last voluntary unprotected sex I had was way back in 1992, it's still possible I have something. (Not counting the rape as a potential source because that was within the family and if he had something, we'd all know about it anyway; Nurses talk in-family. We all know what everyone has.). I'm pretty sure I don't have anything, but since second to last slept around (although he did use condoms in uncertain circumstances--we didn't go without until I was on the pill and we knew we were both clean), and the last was not exactly finicky about condom use (and was in the drug culture), and even though I checked when I was pregnant, might as well check up again.
You know, just on that off chance I actually wind up with an SO that actually wants sex and stuff. Or even someone who just wants sex. I'd rather not spread any joy I may have to share...(and in case you're wondering, 'sex' with the ex was pretty much me doing things to her with no return. Because she was 'shy and didn't know what to do'. Obviously, between that and 'no, not now' all the time, our sex life was short lived.)
Anyhow, that's that for now
Anyhow, the blood is on its way to lab. Next Wednesday are the rest of the tests. I'm having them check me for STDs too, because even though the last voluntary unprotected sex I had was way back in 1992, it's still possible I have something. (Not counting the rape as a potential source because that was within the family and if he had something, we'd all know about it anyway; Nurses talk in-family. We all know what everyone has.). I'm pretty sure I don't have anything, but since second to last slept around (although he did use condoms in uncertain circumstances--we didn't go without until I was on the pill and we knew we were both clean), and the last was not exactly finicky about condom use (and was in the drug culture), and even though I checked when I was pregnant, might as well check up again.
You know, just on that off chance I actually wind up with an SO that actually wants sex and stuff. Or even someone who just wants sex. I'd rather not spread any joy I may have to share...(and in case you're wondering, 'sex' with the ex was pretty much me doing things to her with no return. Because she was 'shy and didn't know what to do'. Obviously, between that and 'no, not now' all the time, our sex life was short lived.)
Anyhow, that's that for now
