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I wonder.



Something nice always seems to happen to me around Mother's Day. Like the roses. I mean, yeah, it's not OMG!RANDOM STRANGER GAVE YOU ROSES OUT OF GOODNESS OF THEIR HEART!!!! nice, but it's still nice. A pick me up, if you will. It's never big, but it always happens.

So sometimes, I wonder if it isn't the little one that I didn't have the chance to have sending things my way. You know?

Maybe, maybe not. But the realization of the timing at least is bitter sweet, and sad. But...good. I didn't get to be a mom, but I still...feel like one sometimes. Even though it didn't get that far.

I still maintain something is looking out for me anyway, even if I don't have my youthful assertions anymore that I know exactly what it is.

Anyway, yeah. /speculation of the nature of the universe.

Date: 2008-05-09 05:26 pm (UTC)

Date: 2008-05-10 02:49 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverthorne.livejournal.com
*hugs back*

Date: 2008-05-09 07:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] yinepus-brat.livejournal.com
Life is not only stranger than we conceive, it is stranger than we can ever possibly conceive.

And the possibilities are endless, and infinite.

*Many hugs*

Date: 2008-05-10 02:51 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] silverthorne.livejournal.com
*Many hugs in return*

You know, if I'd stood up to my mom, the kid would be coming up on 16 years old this year.

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