Strange days...

[silverthorne]

My past has been giving me wedgies lately. It's the only way to describe how I feel about stuff that's been cropping up.

My mom, which I haven't spoken to in years, sends me a Christmas card with money inside.

The ex that sized a ring and an apartment lease on me and then disappeared (only for me to be told by his mom two months later he was marrying a different girl), has tried twice now to get me to talk to him on Facebook.

And the ex? Yes, that ex.

...They just found her dead in her apartment this morning.

And I'm just...I've hit the shock button I think. Because I know there's a lot going on in that head of mine right now, but I'm just...so numb.

My boss sent me home. I've been doing my best to find some sort of info for people to use to get hold of her family...which...yeah, I have none. Can't even locate her old journals or Yahoo accounts. And although I know she was on Facebook...she isn't now. Or at least I can't find her.

I...yeah. That's it, for now, I guess.

Comments

[cheezdanish.livejournal.com]

Oh holy shit.

Honey, I'm so sorry. I mean, holy shit.

[derek-bliss.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you.

I'm okay, really...just feel like I got blindsided by a 2x4.

The good news is that they did find her brother, so at least now there's a next-of-kin involved.

[mephron]

I remember reading all the stuff back then, and all that happened.

I'm just hoping you get your equilibrium back.

[mesawyou.livejournal.com]

Wow. That is horrible.

[rebl1969.livejournal.com]

Oh my God. As I was reading down this post, I did NOT foresee you writing what you wrote.
What are you gonna do?