A bittersweet feeling
Oct. 13th, 2008 01:00 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
silverthorneTo enjoy a love song, and then realize that neither it, nor any love song, will ever apply to you.
It would take too much changing of me to make it a possibility.
But at least I've felt it a few times. :)
It would take too much changing of me to make it a possibility.
But at least I've felt it a few times. :)
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Date: 2008-10-13 06:32 pm (UTC)At the moment though, it would take a fairy tale style kind of faith and strength for me to believe...and I've learned to distrust that, since it's what got me into trouble in the past.
That, and I'm not really up for all that comes along with the love songs. I really am content for the most part, and the realization is kinda like that phantom pain some folks who have lost limbs feel, you know? Not really there, but you'll think it is for a moment anyway.