Earlier today...

[silverthorne]

I started writing a post in my head during work that I was going to put up on the journal.

Decided about halfway through the inner monologue that it was pretty much whiny emo-fest material shit nobody needed to see.

Feel a little better now, but not great. General gist?

Not happy with my life. Mostly having to do with 'wah, I have no one' (sparked by 'if I can't take care of myself, especially later in life, there's no one to pick up the slack, so I'm pretty much fucked, thanks.').

My eye is infected again, and I don't want this being a yearly thing. And it's pissing me off that my vision has gone south. Again.

I am tired. Physically and emotionally. And I really don't know if/when I'm going to get a break from it.

My three day weekend was pretty much undone half an hour into work, since all the stuff that supposedly wasn't going to show up on Friday, did. Plus a full compliment of shit for today, plus even more stuff right when I thought I could finally relax an hour before my shift was supposed to end.

I need a hug and a long break from life. (Then again, who doesn't?)


...okay, I whined anyway. Sorry about that.

Comments

[hit-people-guy.livejournal.com]

*big internet hug!*

[silverthorne.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* ty.

[http://users.livejournal.com/_geekie_/]

*hugs tight*

You know, I've rarely seen you show displeasure with your life in your journal, so I think you are well within your rights to have a moment every once in awhile. And you know what else? It's your journal. You can write what you want, and to hell with the naysayers. :)

[silverthorne.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

Honestly, I feel like I whine/complain all the time. But then, I'm stuck in my head with me, so... :)

I started a thread 'over there', BTW. I was going to answer Gideon's, but think I needed to get some other things out of the way first.

Also: I have now all wolves, chickens, lizards and bony ponies. XD. Watch out, little stegosaurs, you're next!

[http://users.livejournal.com/_geekie_/]

Very nice!

[rebl1969.livejournal.com]

You know, you can whine about anything you want here. It's your journal after all, and we who read it do so out of our own free will, so don't worry about us.

Getting any swimming in lately? You've barely mentioned exercise at all these days, and you always seemed to enjoy the swimming. Even just a wee splash might make you feel better...

[silverthorne.livejournal.com]

Sorry so long in replying.

Unfortunately, the families/teenagers have found the pool again this year, so there's been no chance to get some actual swimming in (weekend mornings it's closed so they cna get it cleaned and fixed up. By the time it's reopened, people are already in it), and I really don't feel like just going out to soak, you know?

And heat is making the idea of walks not very appealing, which is why I'm not talking about it much; I haven't done much. And I already looked at a Y membership, as well as the public pools, and I don't really have the funds to comfortably pay for the right to use their pools...

:/

[rebl1969.livejournal.com]

I totally understand! I don't like swimming when the (lake for us) is full of kids and teens.